Make Your home in me...

Lately, I kept having this recurring dream...I dreamt that S'pore was swallowed up by the tsunami. And I lost my loved ones to the overwhelming flood *shudders*. It was disturbing.

Today a colleague of mine (who is also one of my church mate's ex-bf) was IMing me abt her. My guess is that he couldn't understand why she had to break up with him. I explained to him that she decided to focus on God and her studies first. He wouldn't accept that reason. I felt that she is so much more mature than him...in terms of spiritually and mentally. This bring me to yesterday sermon when Ps Colin Nathan was saying that men should rise up quickly.

It's no wonder why we are behind time in fulfilling that calling as a nation.

But as an individual, everyone plays a part in the whole picture. As for me, I can sense the drop of spiritual level since we return from church camp. Lacked of consistency.

Which shouldn't be the way.

No, I cannot forget abt the covenant between God and me. I just pray that the fire will not die out. I need the flame to light other candles ard me. If not, it would be like my dream...our nation will be swallowed up and my loved ones will perish with her.

I have sung my songs of praise
Thanksgiving on my lips
Bowed low and worship You
But now I'm comin close
Closer than before
For the veil is torn in two

I feel safe with You, acceptance in Your voice
You whisper tenderly
"You are my beloved, chosen one, my friend,
you're so precious to Me."

Now that I am here with You
There's no place I'd rather be
Now that I have felt Your touch
Make Your home in me.